What is representing the illusion in our lives? I have been struggling for most of my life with this movie in my head, the neural circuitry of repetition embedded in my brain from all that I have watched and learned in the outside world. I have met with much resistance while learning to not get caught up in this movie, these neural processes, these thoughts racing round my brain. I am learning to not react, not engage, and to see it for what it is, a mental movie. Resistance can be a good teacher I am told. I am learning to observe, be the witness, change the direction of my energy, to be conscious. I am rewiring my neural pathways. Be conscious of your consciousness, be aware of your awareness, observe the observer.